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Long weekend!

2009-08-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging to kill boredom when doing homework (or attempting to).

Feeling really bored recently with almost everything. Seems like staying at home seems to be the place where I derive satisfaction &happiness (:

... I'm suddenly at a loss of what to write.

I wish'd you stay...knowing and working with you was really a pleasure. No matter how much convincing I wish to do, I understand if you wish to leave. Although I sincerely hope you can continue on, with the promise that the three of us made last year. Well, since it's really your future in question, I have no right to interfere with it and I guess I can only wish you all the best.

&&I'm really tired of pretending already, it really makes me really worn out, tired &exhausted. I hope you understand that I'm really not desperate per se to get to know you. Why does talking even seem so difficult. I seem to be struggling instead of enjoying this friendship. They tell me to stay away from you, but yet I choose to believe that you are good. I know what I am doing, I hope.

Can't wait for fhps gathering on mon!

Back!

2008-12-08T20:09:00.001+08:00

I'm back!
Really bored so maybe shall turn to blogging to kill time.
Suddenly I lost my inspiration to blog.

Just wna say a big thanks to the suzhou people, for making the 11 days wonderful. Will never forget the night time chalet life, the bonding with my buddy yang ming and many more :D

6A '04 outing was great too, when I get all the pictures, they shall be uploaded.
Monopoly clique outing was fabulous, can't wait for our next meeting on thu.

Life is getting great, but boring.
Can't wait for choir camp tmw!

When I come back, I'll blog in details.
Hopefully, I'll be back.

50th post &it's not getting any better

2008-09-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

I thought yesterday's post was a sign of optimism that would spur me on.
BUT I guess I was wrong, it's perfectly wrong.
In fact, I don't know when will be the next time I'll ever be smiling. It's not only putting on a fake smile, but smiling truthfully.

Apparently it's been a week, and things have gotten worse.
Seeing it makes me feel weird, not knowing what to talk about and even ignoring. This is not going to solve the problem apparently. I know.
But what am I supposed to do? Keep quiet and pretedn nothing happen?

On the worse note.
I screwed bio up - B4 just nice. Even though it may not be so screwed (like what everyone thinks), I was expecting at least a B3 or an A2. I really thought I might be able to pull through. But I guess it wasn't that. I need to depend on bio prac.
Felt really like a piece of shit. Really no mood during the long and treacherous bio lecture. Essays were rather screwed, I need to buck up on bio since I'm gna pursue it next year.

As for physics, apparently (rumours) that nuclear physics is not tested. DAMN IT. I need that fking 10% to pull up my marks and what happens now? Are they fking going to change the Prac test to a higher %? or change the phy paper marks? Either way, I have failed this term's physics. well done. Thanks for giving me false hopes, I felt really bad and now you tell me that my one and only hope is dashed. How would I feel? I really feel like tearing up the laptop into two, tearing up all my physics notes and burning them. Really very pissed and frustrated. It just sets my blood boiling.

Apparently I still don't know how to face the rest of my results. And I do not know how to face the reality of talking to this person. I mean, the scar just got worse. Things are just turning against my own will. I can't control my life, I can't determine what I want. I really don't get it, we have been so close, yet you misplace my trust just like that? It's really very frustrating.

I hope things do turn better, I really do. It's really hard for me to cheer up, and do let me be, hope you understand. I need to get through this. Now, it's almost impossible to be high again.

I hate my life, I don't know why I'm still holding on.

2I cls outing on saturday, it'd better be good.

Last day of holidays!

2008-09-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

My very last day of holidays is today.
For the next two days, there are extra mass lectures & choir on both afternoons.
And of course, there is 2I cls outing on saturday (I insist it should still be carried on), so looking foward to it.

Today was kinda productive, finished up bio paper and then played badminton with ying (hope she's having fun now at sembawang, lol). Reading through nuclear physics. It's very dry and I really feel like sleeping.

Thinking of changing blog song again. I like the song the bridge and the underpass, but feel like changing to some song which is quite emo and nice. LOL.
Ok I shall go source for songs as 933 is blasting out music now yea.

A good holiday this was for me, thought a lot, and I hope I come out stronger of this.

I'll move on. It will heal, but how long, it depends on time. I can't tell, and no one can tell anyway. Thanks ying for hearing me out these 2 days, you have given me a lot of strength to overcome this phase. I just don't know what to do tomorrow. I might crumple up again. It hurts deep within. And trust me, that's the end. No more, I'm never going to trust you again. Trust me to treat you so well, to get this shit in return.

I shall go enjoy the remaining hours of today. I need to rejuvenate myself. Do continue to tag and I'll blog again most likely on Friday.

Oh btw, if you are a fan of chinese music, please go to this website to vote for your favourite singers! For the Singapore Hits Awards 2008.
http://www.singaporehitawards.sg/index.htm

Headache!

2008-09-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

Today is the only day that I have to myself for the entire holidays.
How sad my life is. But I really treasure today.
I did quite some revision today, but I had a headache today.
Was at the gym working out when suddenly I thought abt ____.
And then my head when blank and I felt really confused.

Went home to take a nap, to find out that my head got even worse.
feel so much better after eating some medicine.
Seriously, when no one's around, you go haywires I suppose.

Ying coming tmw! Quite happy to have a companion with me to study.
She's coming in the morning, and then I need to go west mall in the afternn .__.
Last day of holidays for me, so I had better treasure it well.

Seriously, I do not know why I keep on swaying myself to become so negative. Like what ying say, I keep find it hard to zihigh. And I don't feel accomplished in whatever I do.

I try to numb the pain, but now it's not only a pain in me. It's affecting me physically as well. It's really enough. I can't bring myself to forgive you.
And trust me, I never will.

You don't try to read these small letters. DAMN YOU.

Productive or not?

2008-09-01T18:31:00.003+08:00

Back from a short break. Shall start this post by saying
HAPPY 15TH BDAE ROCK! HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY TODAY.

I have loads to blog about, but maybe next time.
I ain't feeling exactly good today. Maybe that caps letter is the only positive thing that is gna come out of this post today.

After talking to both veronicas, I finally came to a conclusion. I guess I made a wrong choice in the first place. I agree with what veron loy say: "No point fussing over it, since A refuses to do anything.

Seriously, why am I even bothered about this issue? Why do I seem to care so much? Well, cos if everything fails (which is bound to), I will be implicated yet again and have to become some people's tool again. A substitute. Is it really being fair to me? I really don't know.

Not going to say this to many people, don't feel like and it's pointless. Even B told me something very distubring, a POV of an outsider. And it isn't nice, is it?

I really can't forgive you for what you did. So many times, you carried out the same trick again. keep making use of us to do the things you want us to do? I really don't know. I'm beginnign to doubt myself. it's weird. I thought today was productive, yet I feel no sense of accomplishment. What overwhelms me is sadness, sadness and more sadness. Studying more doesn't resolve feelings, does it?

What you left is a scar that can't be removed. And get it straight, it's gna be hard for me to forgive you. I really can't face you, and I don't want to. I want to heal it on my own.

If it doesn't concern you, please ignore this. I do not want to create another controversy out of what I say. period.

6A '04, after 4 years

2008-08-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

4 years on, 6A '04 is still as bonded and strong as ever.
I miss you guys and enjoyed myself thorughly tdy! :D

Thanks to you guys,
the meeting with teachers,
the going to JEC,
and the zi-highing in Pris hse from 330pm to 940pm!
it's really so long since we went out.

Cannot wait for 6A chalet on 14 Nov! woots :D

I love you guys, shall update tommorrow.

Sad D;

2008-08-28T21:41:00.001+08:00

So what? I still failed.
I really don't wanna talk about it. Cried today, but there's no point, right?

No one really understands how I feel.
I hate myself, more importantly, I hate physics and the teacher.
I hate my life. D:

-cries-

眼泪都笑了

2008-08-26T20:23:00.002+08:00

YEA! FINALLY, ALL THE TESTS FOR THIS TERM IS OFFICIALLY OVER.
I am so happy, even though my Bio SPA explanation was rather screwed =x
Confirm can pass derhs, and hopefully get an A1.
Gave really crapp reasons for food tests, and the colours I got were rather weird!

Mr Tan didn't come to school today (gd phew no phy test) BUT we have make-ups during the holidays. Damn there goes 3 days of my holidays o,o really no life.

Looking foward to the holidays already - 2I bbq (tentative, in the midst of planning), 2I K-Box (more or less settled), choir K-Box (germaine this depends on you) and study sessions with chernyi (should be) & yingying! Really damn happy, I want my study break to be a really good one. And of course, I miss my 6A 04, can't wait to see you guys on Friday! :D

A rather quick post tdy, cos ying just told me geraldine's mum is on TV! Lol. And I wna catch my first class woots~

exams are over, so shuang! :D tmw out with mum and sis to get teacher's day present, and thu going out agn with the monopoly clique hopefully. :D

Hopefully, things goes well :D

To all year 1 to 3s and all Lit students in y4: Good luck for ur last paper tmw! :D

Monday blues

2008-08-25T21:11:00.001+08:00

Today was quite bad...or so it seemed.
CID was really boring, weilin had co rehearsal, and shixian well...
she needs to bond with dear kelly I suppose. LOL. (inside joke)
So went to CID alone, did half of the chem assgt.
Thanks quek for pei-ing me lol.

Got back chem today.
I thought it was ok, at least I secured an A2. Good enough, considering how badly I thought I'd fare...
Still very pissed with failing phy prac test by 0.5 marks .__.

Congrats to veronloy! So pro sia. :D
I hope hisotry will get at least a B3 for my test. Damn o,o

One more paper to go! Bio SPA tmw.
I hope I do well, have memorised food tests, studied excretion, memorised my experimental source of error.
I want my A1 for bio SPA.
One more to go! PIA.

&good luck for physics tmw. I need lots of luck. If not, I guess I will just emo till dunno when.

Period.

2008-08-24T16:29:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I do not have anything to blog about.
It's pointless ranting and expressing about how I feel isn't it?
Just wanna say that I'm feeling quite emo & not feeling very good now...
At least from Friday until now.
Things has seem to go worse.

Thanks stone & ying ying for all the motivational talk and for hearing me out.
And of cos veron loy for talking to me yeap.

Seriously, I need someone to tell everything,
to confide everything.
But then, I know that people will surely criticise.
So what's the point?

I'm nt gonna say anything about how I feel,
about what happen.
If I choose to tell you, it really means I trust u a lot.
If not, then...
forget it.

2008-08-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Bye until after common test. HIATUS till 20-08-2008.

Post for rock & stone :D

2008-08-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

A post dedicated to my stone & rock:
Know that both of you are not exactly very happy with many things in your lives now (esp rock). Just wna say that if you guys need a listening ear, feel free to come and talk to me, I'll be more than happy to listen to your woes. Sorry for being so insensitive last time to what you say (rock), so I hope you will forgive me on that account.

To you guys, I may just be another senior, but to me, you two are the people whom I confide a lot to. Just wna see you guys happy 'cos my mood will be affected if I see both of you being unhappy.

On a worse note, there's maths test on wed, phy prac test (omg) on thu, and common tests in 10 days!

Congratulations to procrastination, it has officially robbed me of time, leaving me with a pathetic 10 days.

Back from a break!

2008-08-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

Welcome back after 4 days of not using computer + Blogging.
This is going to be a very quick blog post as I am not sure when I'm erm going online again.

Tuesday was choir concert, and rock I hope you are feeling a lot better now.
Went with the yr 4s with some juniors. Ended up makaning at Burger king at raffles city with mingshin, charlene, tjakra, cas, siewlin, william, sizheng, junjie, calvin, weiping, shuoren and yuchen. Was talking abt some stuffs that really affected my mood that day. The concert was really good, the vocals were damn powerful. One of the songs totally blocked out my mind and totally made me feel damn drained out of energy. Was talking abt _______ with cas, char, sl, merwyn, william and yuchen. Damn funny luh was LMAO-ing like siao. Cas parents fetched me home, thanks a lot! :D

Wednesday was a funny day, mr ong was totally stunned by the horizontal and vertical relationships (go check out 4E ppl's blog for more explicit details :D). Chernyi came over that night for study session. Managed to revise a topic of periodic table which I felt was damn pathetic. He did his zuo wen LOL. Didn't do much but started talking about some stuffs and he sort of gave me some food for thought. Went home at about 10.30pm.

Thursday (yesterday), badminton is the love! <3 [: tiring day that's all I can rmb. Wanted to go makan subway with joyce veron & munweng but we were dismissed late .___. oh well. AMC sucks, it was a total waste of time. Had a study session again this time with chernyi and yanpeng. Managed to do air and the environemnt (which is totally not tested condemns). Also finished up Java War readings.

Today, didn'd to much at all. felt really stressed durign choir cos of my posture. But now since I more or less got it, I'm determined to do my best tmw for CIP! Must spend more time and effort to go learn my chinese words luh .___. condemns. Totally hate chinese lessons when some bitch goes on ranting and complains abt us wasting her time. No study session today, next one will be either tomorrow with 4e hist ppl or next mon again I hope.

Must find back the mugging spirit and do well for this common test cos its 20%!

Upcoming next week:
1) ICAS English - Mon
2) Phy practical test - Thu
3) Maths quiz 6 - Wed
4) National day celebrations - Fri

I have still a lot to cover for my revision, so here I go. Must pia alr!
Looking foward to more study sessions, I need my results luh .___.
Jiayou! n& of course to finish these hw:
phy assgt 8, ss sbqs, chinese essay(damn!)

.__. Gd luck for cip tmw!

Bullshit D;

2008-07-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

Seriously, who is in the wrong now?
What did I do to deserve this shit?

If you need time to sort it out, then fine, 'cos I won't wna stop you now.
If you think I'm a hindrance, tell me.
If you hate me, say it.

Why do all these behind my back?

Seriously, if you are really going to continue this shit, then srsly fk off, 'cos I really didn't know why I did things this way.

You made me lose shame in myself.

Fcuk.

Happy bdae dad :D

2008-07-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday dad!

May you have many good returns of the day. Stay happy always!

love you dad <3 :D

reminiscence of the past

2008-07-27T15:34:00.001+08:00

我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

Had a chance to listen to this song on radio just now,
it's a song by Stephanie Sun that was sung in 2006.
I felt that the lyrics were quite meaningful.
And it just reflects my current mood now..
If only things could just rewind.
If I didn't do it this way, will I be stuck in this crapp now?
I miss those good old days, those carefree days.
Where I had a listening ear, where someone would sit down beside me
&yak with me for hours.
So primary-school like days don't you think so?

Looking for the past, my past.
Can I ask you those questions? Those that are in bold?

NB. this is not an emo post, it's just erm...a post to let loose my feelings and let maybe my stuck creative juices flow. It's jammed for so long, thought I would give myself a break.

A big shoutout to my stone & rock!
Heya..hope you guys enjoyed yourselves ytd.
Esp rock, don't so emo alr! Even though I know I suck at talking to you...realised that whenever I talk to you, will always stutter and be at a loss for words. stone, hope you enjoyed eating and erm have fun LOL!
Love rock & stone :D can't wait to see you guys in sch!

Bdae post 08 >:D

2008-07-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

This was supposed to be posted on Wednesday,
but was busy eating cake.
Yesterday fell ill (to be explained later).
Finally, E&C week over and I'm finally sixteen :D

23 July 2008
Woke up at about 3am, felt really exicted.
Thanks for the birthday smses,
kae yuan you still rmbed after 4 yrs! Im so touched :D
veron loy peixi LOL.
Zhiying 'sis', yanpeng, munweng, ying ying, zhengyang, l. shixian, siewlin & siew hwee.
calvin goh! thanks for your sms from malaysia :D

went to sch in the morning,
supposed to eat cake like in the moring, but everyone was late LOL.
except cas sl and me. HAHA.
Ate the cake during 2nd break instead. Thanks siewlin for the chocolate cake from angie the choice, it must have cost a bomb!

Backtrack a lil, went back to cls,
4E sang me a bdae song :D rly v touched. I love you guys!
Ate the cake and they sang me another bdae song :D

Went to vivo, took class photo.
Grouped with jj lh ys. Went to page one for our area of research.

Boring day luh, went home at about 5pm.
Sister bought for me a cake (which was apparenty chocolate and is not fresh!)
Resulting in erm sorethroat and fever for me & sis
But now feeling a lot better after nt going choir and going home to rest.

Ultimate games woots :D 4E-1, oddinarians :D
bingo, cancel the stick game and tic-tac-toe LOL.
Many inside jokes as well, ask me for more details.

Thanks for the presents before I forget:
DIAMOND for the wallet (omg i bet it cost a bomb!)
rock, stone &merwyn for the tortise cushion,
dingning for the cute cat figurine (LOL thanks for placing it in my bag),
cassandra for the notice board (rly love it alot!)
veron loy, munweng & joyce for the tolberone :D

Thanks for eveyrone for making my day.
hopefully tmw will be fun as well!

Photos:

Presents that I received :D

Bdae cake :D

Bdae cake #2 :D

Random pics of playing evidences LOL.

Woots erm rock u better go tmw eh. & stone dun emo tmw :D
Better go rest tdy, prepare for tmw!

Bdae post :D

2008-07-23T22:09:00.001+08:00

I'm finally sixteen already - sweet sixteen.
I am really very tired today, I shall blog about the celebrations today when I have the time.

Thanks for those who made my day today [:
I really love you guys loads & loads!

Thanks for making my 16th birthday such a memorable one.
Once again, happy birthday to myself [:

sweet sixteen :D

2008-07-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to myself :D

Sweet sixteen! I wish today is a great day.

Countdown!

2008-07-22T21:44:00.002+08:00

Ok ignore that emo post ytd,
I hope it doesn't come true tomorrow.

E&C is damn boring.
Will find time to blog about it soon.

Looking foward to tomorrow, friday & saturday. :D
Can't wait! Happiness fill my life.

I have yet to decide my bdae wish.
I will decide later on.

Less than 48 hours

2008-07-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

It's less than 48 hours to sweet sixteen.
In fact, it's about 27 hours. :D to 12 midnight on 23 july!
2 more days to my sixteen bdae woots :D

Somewhow things aren't going very well in my life,
like my hair now sucks like shit.
Apparently the guy cut the hair like left side is shorter than right.
Then the back cut until crooked.
Wtf my hair now is in a total mess.
Then my face is no better.
Pimples growing like acorns from an acorn tree.
But these pimples are big, they come fast and furious.
And they love to stay on my face like some long term PRs.
o,o
I wish there was this miracle scoth tape,
that when u tape over the pimples they disappear! [:
How cool that would be.

I feel rather weird and sad this year.
Rock is away at OBS.
Stone is going to WMT.
DIAMOND is busy with the idea factory workshop thing (i think so am i soon).
Everything is going so fast, don't really have the time to really celebrate.

YES, my 16th bdae is important.
It's nt really about the NC 16 (though I quite want it lol),
it's also about the responsibility and maturity,
and the freedom and respect I get.
Somehow when I grow older, my parents give me more of what I want,
while setting restrictions.

I am sad that my hair is screwed for my bdae.
I am sad that my face is having a serious crisis.
I am sad that my pre-bdae wish has failed.
I am sad that rock & stone are not with me on this day.
I am sad that I don't know what's gna happen on my bdae, I don't think the cake tradition, singing bdae song, presents and everything will go on,
it stops at veronica's bdae.

I hope all of the above is put to an end by tomorrow night, 2359.
I want a sweet sixteen, (damn for ending school at 530pm),
Am I asking for too much?

Apologies

2008-07-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Sorry for being quite emo today,
I felt really a lot better already.

And to those who feel offended by what I said today or if erm some people are pissed with me for whatever reasons (I really don't know):

I'm really sorry. Do accept my apologies yea.

I really have no mood to blog today. Period.

Exhausted

2008-07-18T21:35:00.001+08:00

I'm really very tired today.

I shall blog again tomorrow.

Just wna say a big sorry to jeanette and rock. You guys should know what I mean ];
If only apologies could make up for what was lost.

Period.

Haish .__.

2008-07-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

One word to describe everything - disappointed.
I fought so hard for this, for the past 1 month.
I made sure I got what I want, and what you wanted.
Is this how u repay me back?

I mean it's like, we talked so much about this before.
Even both of us have said so much.
And now u want to quit and leave us just like that,
just because of what a senior said?

I really am disappointed with you.
You give me no reason not to be disappointed.
Quitting does not solve any problems.

Maybe it's my fault cos I demanded too much from you.
Maybe I overestimated myself.
If that's the case, then I'm sorry, its my fault.
'cos I have been dumb again, dumb for two consecutive times.

I really feel like crying now.
I've totally lost the high mood.
My bdae in 6 days time - so what? I don't feel anything now.
Homework is piling up like crazy, I bet I cannot complete them.
And now with _____ happening,
I'm pissed.
FK.

Really bad mood ._.

2008-07-15T18:09:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling rather fked up now.
Guess I'm not the only one. I realised that all my friends around me are feeling the same way too.
Over relationships, friendships & mainly homework.
Guess I am no different from the rest as well. Yes, the homework pile just keeps on piling up and it never goes down.

APPEAL TO THE PERSON WHO TOOK MY MATH WS 3B, ERM PLS RETURN IT TO ME? OR ELSE I NEED TO REDO THE BLOODY WORKSHEET WHICH IS OMG HARD TO COMPLETE !? o,o THANKS ARH.

Today was a really screwed up day, esp with double physics & double lang arts -yawn-
And every teacher wanting us to hand in assignment on monday.
When monday is E&C week damn. o,o
Let's see what I have to complete:
1. EL reflections by thu
2. EL comprehension by mon
3. Chem assgt (energy changes) by mon
4. Phy assgt (current electricity) by fri
5. Phy assgt (direct current circuits) by mon
[STUDY FROM CHEM PRAC TEST ON FRI]
And of course, physics common test I'm so dead.
Like wtbmf, they are testing year 3 topics which I totally suck at.
Kinematics. Forces. Dynamics. Moments .___. NUCLEAR PHYSICS o,o
OMG I can just go and eat shit already.
Prepare to fail the ca2 like's nobody business lor.

Some ppl only know how to emo during chinese lesson again.
Don't really give a fking damn anymore.
PE was HS today (hell session).
I'm really feeling very exhausted.
Survey was damn crapp, finished it in 5 mins. Heck. o,o

Went out for lunch with yr 4 choir ppl!
me mingshin char siewlin veron &peishi.
Went to LJS to eat. We ate a lot lor!
And talked quite some before everyone had to go home.
Then talked to siewlin for a short while.
Heard nicholas zhang's dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui.
Felt quite emo after hearing that song haish...

I WANT MY MATH WS BACK. JUST DON'T FEEL SAFE.
&I'm so gna die, I so really don't understand so many things about physics leh!
Esp the current and whatever shit circuits. OMT.o,o

God save me from everything,
I feel that I am living in hell!

Maybe if you understood everything from the start, then such a thing would not have happened. Felt it was rather foolish of me to have made that choice right from the start. Hate the tension between us. Afterall, we have been together (not close though) for x years and I'm sure we do care about each other since we go out and talk quite often. I hope you understand why I said those words just now.

Why am I not happy? ];

2008-07-13T21:37:00.002+08:00

Why am I not happy?
I put this nick in my msn, and it was seen by my sis.
And being bigmouthed as ever she told it to my mum. o,o oh well.

Nt rly feeling unhappy,
but some kind of empty feeling within me.
Birthday treat today by family, went to botak jones near my house.
Saw huaypeng there haha [:
The food was rly good, thanks!

Damn I need lots of luck for maths test tmw ._.

It's 10 more days to sixteen,
but I'm nt feeling very happy about it.
I feel...kind of deprived of something.
Not sure what it is now, but I shall try to find it.
Soul-searching.

Gd luck for math test tmw :D

Speech day [:

2008-07-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

Yay today is speech day o,o
LOL. For our juniors, it's time their efforts paid off! [:

Took 963 with cas to sch this morning.
She was complaining about waiting for 20 mins for me o,o
Anw, was teaching her math on the bus.
Saw munweng and we complained about moley hahah.

Went to sch, went with cas to find gy to borrow skirt.
Saw calvin tay, then went up to 4b classroom.
Saw peishi & veron there.
Soon saw the other year 4s pouring in.
Of course we were bored, we only had to sing the school song.
Took a chair from outside and took it into class - began doing hw.
Managed to do 2 //s of CL essay and finish up 3/4 of phy assgt.
And did again hol assgt of binomial theorem.
Quite productive I daresay.
Played badminton with yuchen, jeanette, elijah and tjakra for a short while.
Then the juniors came in - they were very noisy.
Told them off about their discipline and stuffs.
Didn't go to watch the fringe concert, spend my time mugging. o,o
Heard that the performance was nt very good.

Many ppl kept spamming music.
Sat beside dongqi and veron and cas. All pia-ing hw.
When chorale came in before grease, can see they were stress.
But we went to see their grease - the mood was there and it was very cool :D
Although I still prefer Les Miserables ]: those good old days
Sang the sch song, change place with Xiao Hui.
Standing in front of the GOH o,o.

Went back, met with junior choir.
Trying to guess wad yanpeng was saying LOL.
Lunched with diamond & quek, zhiying and yanpeng.
After much contemplation, me rock stone yanpeng quek zhengyang yujun weiping merwyn mingshin went to Lot 1 to watch show - Hell Boy 2.
Just in time to watch.
Very happy luh [: I really enjoyed the show.
the front was boring, but the back was rly good.
Thanks stone for the treat! [:
And thanks rock stone & merwyn for the present o,o LOL.
Yes I do like it LOL.

Went on a search of kiwis & strawberries.
Apparently zy and kh dumped us at NTUC.
And we went on a massive hunt for kiwis & strawberries LOL.
Most lame choir outing o,o lol.

Makaned prima deli then went home.
I love today luh [: My #1 pre-bdae celebration.
Next wk, shall go out with yr 4s aft cip to further celebrate!
maybe on 26 i shall haf bbq. let's see how things goes [:

I love rock & stone [:
Good luck and thanks for everything!
Feeling so very happy now.

Bad day ._.

2008-07-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

&This tantamounts to bull shit and crapp.
Best describes today.

Apparently today is a really bad day.
First we had to stay back for some recital thing (all performing arts ppl).
Ok I cannot deny that his playing skills were good, they were fabulous actually.
But the tones totally drove my head into dropping at 20m/s2.
Haish. And sunzhe's poking did some help to keep me awake.
Mingshin was like half stoning half falling aslp LOL.

Lessons were pretty fine today...
Just that me & dn were trying to be funny before chem.
We went to the toilet when we saw mr wong coming LOL.
And returned to cls like only at like erm 10 mins later LOL.
He was staring at us while both of us were laughing o,o

Tdy's assembly was rather boring,
but Mr wee rocks with his ppt :D haha the nah car. zzz.

Dun feel like ranting abt some ppl tdy,
cos she's apparently a waste of my blog space and time.
Just wna say I hate her like shit,
dno why we haf to see her 5 times a week?(Cos of wed pdp DAMN).

And erm I srsly cnt be bothered abt her.
Esp if she dares to ask me stay back and write some dumbo essay for her.
Pls I don't have the time in the world loser,
go mark our compos and then comment. o,o
Make the world a better place yea!

Speech day rehearsal tmw ]:
There goes my whole week early timing off.

Enough rants for today, I really do not know what to post.
Until I get more pissed with events. If she dares to aggravate things worse,
that's it. I'm nt gna show face anymore.

Youth day! <3

2008-07-07T21:32:00.001+08:00

YOUTH DAY IS THE LOVE.
ESP WITH THE LOVED PEOPLE <3 [:

OMG I rly enjoyed myself tdy!
Thanks to DIAMOND &mingshin, tjakra for making my day woots! :D
I love hanging out with yr 4s, we shld include more yr 4s in outings next time.
[:

Went with DIAMOND first to jec kbox.
Sang all my heart out - think we sang quite a lot of songs!
Like erm abt at least 60 songs (we cut some songs btw) in like 4 hrs.
And they scammed us giving us some shit bread for lunch damn o,o
Fork out quite a lot of $$, felt it was nt really worth.
But I miss singing with DIAMOND ahaha!
Throat feels a bit strained, dno if can erm sing tmw.

Ended at 3pm, saw yuning yujun and germaine around that area.
Went down and met mingshin & tjakra.
Took 176 to my house, I started telling them the funny things some ppl did to their yan jiang gao and wad i did to mine (to be kept a secret unless i told u).
Kelvin and mingshin told us wad lys did to their cls. HAHA. We laughed until we nearly died.

Reached my hse at around 4pm.
Tjakra used his laptop, me mingshin jhawnette and char played majhong.
It is true that when zy plays, I can win majhong ok. chng ms. o,o
Zy and veron were half pia-ing phy assgt and half watching stardust.
Kelvin was LMAO-ing at veron's practical book haha.
Cos its erm filled with interesting markers.
She uses markers to mark practicals o,o darn.

Anyway really enjoyed myself with the yr 4s.
I think we shld go to settler's cafe soon!
Maybe during E&C week or smthing,
or during my bdae.
Let's go settlers cafe and really be high there :D ahaha!

I love youth day, feeling v high.
Not looking foward to tmw (esp pe 'cos its hell training) o,o
Jiayou! [:

[edited]

slippers! [:

2008-07-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

Finally got myself a new pair of slippers today.
From fox, they were having a sale :D I love my new slippers!
darn I broke my old one while playing ultimate captains ball (refer to one month ago post).

Today's cl tuition was rly v funny.
Kept scamming sweets from tr. And norman gave me his sweets lol :D
Edmund kept scamming sweets o,o damn. Ivan kept condeming him LOL.
<3 tuition lots man :D

Ytd CIP session was funny...
we sang Ubi Caritas in the courtyard.
And blasted the high A again.
And the 2nd storey could hear it OMFG o,o
So cool! Tenor brilliance - I shall work towards it.

Went out to makan after that,
went to west mall with veron & zy.
sry guys for like erm pangsehing you all causing you all to miss the movie ]:
Hope you guys having fun at ac concert nw!

Cnt wait for tmw!
DIAMOND outing :D woots!
I love youth day <3

Woots & high :D

2008-07-04T21:29:00.002+08:00

Ahaha starting this post with an all time high.
I can finally reach High A - with real voice and its v loud and distinct!
The tone and pitching were all good today for Ubi Caritas, thanks to Ms tham brilliant idea of making us sit with each other and pushing each other.
OMG the high notes were like so damn easy to push out! Woots :D
Shall continue to strive and work towards tenor brilliance

Today was a rly boring day o,o
For the first lesson, our dearest cl tr complained abt us nt being able to finish some speech thing in 1 hr.
I actually wanted to find info for this asssgt BUT
1. I went to find JJ Lin's lyrics for one of the earthquake songs
2. I went to watch MVs of the earthquake songs and I fell in love with them
3. I went to chat online with rock and stonee after that o,o
Ahaha wdv. Damnit. Felt that cca time is protected time and is far more important than a piece of shit that someone wun mark. And pls, someone is rly damn noob and lag, she's only marking zuo wen 4 now when we wrote like almost a million zuo wens alr o,o
And then she talked abt us nt being able to do well for O's and stuffs. Please I have been tolerating (and the whole of 4E) her nonsense for the past wk.
Fine if she has PMS, but I bet she doesn't have it every week. She just finds pleasure in scolding our cls right? dammnnit.
And talks abt how sucky our attitude is and we nv look at ourself or smthing o,o
Whatever. I am so much better than her, that's for sure! bitch o,o

Other lessons were tortuorous, back track to ytd---

Badminton rocks! :D ahaha love doubles. I shall train badminton.
after that was chiense o,o damn it.

And I think we're gna die for phy, at the rate mr tan is absenting himself.
DAMN. I dunnwan screw up my phy luh o,o it's alr v screwed up.
And damn i hate physics o,o

Finally ms chia is back! She enlgihtened us on some noob rvian who said smthing stoopid on 987fm (pm me for details o,o) Lunch break cancelled, dismiss early! woots :D

& erm we started sexual reproduction ytd.
Apparently chow was in a bad mood, kept flaring up at us.
And he loved to use this topic to suan ppl like me,
who have apparently no interest in copying his notes o,o
I was like adjusting some neoprints in my wallet,
then he asked me to answer 2 qns:
1. What are some of the factors for men infertility problems?
2. Why do girls have mensus?
o,o Hello, how am I supposed to knw o,o damn.
zzz ]:

Discussion during choir tdy was rly v fun!
I rly miss the yr 4s luh, cos we are the love! <3

Tmw JPS CIP,
then erm monday is out with diamond woots! [:

Life just can't get any better than this!

Empty feelings

2008-07-02T18:12:00.001+08:00

空缺
當你關上了門離開這個房間
關上了僅有的光線只剩想念
我還感受到溫柔的幻覺
月亮的背面寫滿了我們的細節

我的回憶種滿你曾對我說過的預言
開成了一座遺憾的花園
也許一天在擠滿行人的那一條街
你才會發現我留下的空缺

就當做我們不熟練不夠周全
就當做我們追不上彼此改變
我以為能完美寫下句點
時間在後面遙控了所有的情節

我的回憶種滿你曾對我說過的預言
開成了一座遺憾的花園
也許一天在擠滿行人的那一條街
你才會發現我留下的空缺

幸福需要的磨練我們都誤解成擱淺
活在想像的明天忘了今天未完結

我的回憶種滿你曾對我說過的預言
開成了一座遺憾的花園
也許一天在擠滿行人的那一條街
你才會發現我留下的空缺

我的回憶種滿你曾對我說過的預言
開成了一座遺憾的花園
也許一天在擠滿行人的那一條街
你才會發現我留下的空缺
沒有人能完全填補的空缺

This explains everything.

DOOM.

2008-07-01T21:43:00.002+08:00

I chose to end fate on my own.
There goes my postage fees, there goes my future.
I guess I'm destined to say goodbye to it.

To this person:
Just wna say that I understand the plight you are going through now. The going is tough, but I guess with perserverance and never giving up, u will be able to live through this period. I just hope you won't give up and erm just heck abt the words that he said. True, he may have pinpointed your flaws. but I guess you can do a lot to make up for it. Who says first impressions always counts? Prove to him that you can do your best through the upcoming opportunities that you have.

As for the other person, i guess i will see what I can do about it. Eventually, at the end of the day, it's up to you. Do not doubt your ability. Sounds cliche, but if you seriously give up, I will cry. I just don't want to leave after 4 years without a peace of mind at all. i don't want to be viewed as crapp.

I feel this might be too selfish for myself, but is it too much I'm asking for?

Worried + stressed >;(

2008-06-29T15:55:00.000+08:00

I'm back finally from 6 days of torture.
No, I did not go OBS, neither did I have any test.
Shall backtrack some of the more major events that have took place:

Tuesday
Handover day. Shall not say much, just wna thank the year 3s for the pizza they bought for us! Y4s stayed back to discuss some impt matters. yea o,o and erm went home with rock and stone after that.
Anw, a big shoutout to my successors, do your best in your jobs!
specifically to someone: even though you rant about hating the job. I hope you do keep true to your word.
Amelia - secretary, keng hwee - treasurer, changwei & calvin goh - SLs
And thanks sizheng for the hard work put in for the past yr with me as SL
and mingshin for helping with the accts so much for the last min pia-ing though ]:

Wednesday
Guess youth day celebrations were boring this year. But I guess DIAMOND did their best right? Me & D-Lock are v proud of you all! At least you all dared to give it your all and sang your hearrts out. Cheerios to you all!
Bio lecture was hell, it was torturous, it was boring o,o haish.

Thursday
condemns xxx, cos aparrently xxx left early while asking us to complete our compo. o,o haish. pia-ed it during break, lunch and hist lesson. o,o haish.

Friday
Learnt the dunno wad medley. Ming hui gor came back! woots although I din rly talked much to him. He sat beside me and we LMAOed at the transalations mr ong gave for the hokkien songs ahahaha. Tenor parts are cool :D o,o lol. Went back to watch grease to only find that choir has ended. Went home with stone & liu bei.

Saturday
Went to JPS for cip. Only me zy char and sl went this round. Quite pathetic heh. The tr there v niao us, saying that we waste time and wdv not. Well, we did not ok. The kids are like restless but hey, they do listen when we tell them to. We left when the conductor came, and we talked to mrs wang for a long time. She understood and told us what to work on the kids the next session. Then we bade farewell to the kids and erm say bye to Ms Lee.

Took 97 and went back to sch to find the choristers who were having prac tdy. Went into sch to find them and left. I hope nothing will happen, I really hope so. If nt, I'm really gonna be so damn dead. Pls no!
-Keeping my fingers really tightly crossed-
Went out to queensway for lunch, ate outside (curry rice). Took 197 then 176 with weiping. Talked quite a lot to him abt choir.

At night, had mass convo with rock and stone frm abt 9pm all the way till 1230am. I really felt like sleeping luh. V torturous to listen to all these stuffs, but I guess its rly impt. Guess it's the content of the letter that did it, I realised. Gotta clear this mess real soon before things just get from bad to worse...

So today. nothing much rly.
Just pia-ing for hong lou meng test o,o tmw at 4pm.
Hope everything goes well~no scolding, hlm test do well...lessons interesting? yeap.
Hopefully I will be spared and erm the problem can be resolved properly,
cos I rly do not want anything else to happen.

I just want everything to be invisible.
To be forgotten.

1 day & 1month

2008-06-23T20:39:00.001+08:00

OMG. 4 years have just come to an end.
Tomorrow is my last day in RVC. Time has passed so fast.
Hope handover is a success. Suddenly this feeling of euphoria crept over me.
I really want to handover! <3

&of course, its exactly one month to my bdae!
:D Cnt wait. 23 July 2008!

6A gathering [:

2008-06-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

Shall backtrack to ytd later in this post.
Today went to NUH, followed sis to take out her braces.
She looks damn weird and funny now ahhaa :D

Went to IMM with Aunt Sue.
Bought pin guan cd tdy :D woots!
Somehow I love his vocals. LOL.
Went to ajisen ramen for lunch. v worth luh :D
ate some crayfish ramen or smthing
Then went to giant and bought chocolates woots.

Went home, wrote letters for almost everyone that I wna give to.
Except treasurer and another person. Damn slow luh o,o
Haha tenor SLs wait to get a surprise from me :D whahahaa.

-backtrack to ytd-
Ok so met up with 6A ppl at JEC at 12nn.
That explains why I didn't go back to visit RVC haha. LOL.
me kae yuan cheng aik choon fah and junhao met at popular,
then went over to jec to find rousi allyssa priscilla and matthew.
Couldn't decide where to go and eat, went foodcourt saw glenice.
Glenice pon right o,o LOL.
Went to LJS eat.
Couldn't decide where the hell to go, cos rousi wanted to go play majhong (rv ppl fav eh) while prisc wanted to cycle.
In the end, we decided to go to settler's cafe.
Apparently, to cheng aik, clarke quay is nearer than holland v.
Reason: Got MRT, more fang bian o,o fine. I nothing to say.
met with pitrie at the mrt platform. Waited for pamela, and the 11 of us went.
To settler's cafe! :D
at first we were supposed to split.
But in the end can combine again.
11 ppl squeezing in some small table luh o,o pathetic.
Then we went on to play games.
started with the balancing game.
zzz LOL.
then the fruits game.
Cheng aik and kae yuan were owning...
Played my all time fav game taboo.
Apparently priscilla is a noob, she scored damn lil.
And kae yuan loves to say words on the card. Apparently my eye is sharp LOL.
Played lots of other games like the egg game and like erm the ugly ugly ugly some snatch some wooden block game and many more.
Simply cannot rmb, there were too many.
Just rmb screaming my heart out with all my 6A peeps [:
Left at 6pm, went back to JE.
I tink I saw zihao, shixian, sizheng, erjie between 645pm and 8pm LOL.
ok nv mind back to topic.
-pauses. closed this window, phew content not lost-
then went to imm and eat.
met with remus LOL.
so end up is me remus cheng aik choony kae yuan pamela prisc and matthew went to mos burger to eat.
me and remus talked a lot. like wow.
Talked abt choir and NP.
During the dinner, the topic drifted to
TAN YUJUN.
Apparently remus was stunned by some things abt him
We talked abt him for 5 mins k o,o
rolls eyes.
Went home with matthew,
talked a lot to him. Miss talking to him!
He apprently top up 10 bucks at bb
then the stoopid machine ate his money lol.
So make some complaint report. ahaha o,o
Matthew dun feel sad o,o hope you get ur money back soon!
Went home, had mass convo as stated in the prev post.
I miss stone and rock luh D;

Prepared most of my handover stuffs alr.
V stress leh!
Hope handover is a success.
And many changes, so I have to make adjustments on my part.
sry rock, i promised to give u a teddy on tue, but i cnt find one.
neither can I find a rock nor a stone. sorry stone D;
And damn ss hw is scam.
I FEEL BLOODY SCAMMED NOW.
AND TIMETABLE SUCKS D;

ok back to other stuffs now.
blog tmw [:
I'm having monday blues, cos mon is sch o,o
Last day to slp late lerhs.
Appareciate.

Worn out D;

2008-06-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

Gosh its 1215am now.
Just wna make a big shout out to all my 6A '04 mates: I love you guys! :D
Worn out and tired by the following convos on msn running concurrently between 930pm to 12mn:
Calvin & Me
Keng Hwee & Me
Calvin, Keng hwee and me
Calvin, keng hwee, jj and me
Zhiying & me
Chloe (JPS) & me
Ying & me
Wei Min (JPS) & me

See? My eyes are feeling very tired now.
They deserve a good break.
Good night for now, update ~~tmw~~ later.

Updates for wed & thu [:

2008-06-20T10:12:00.000+08:00

Pebble misses Les Misérables ]: quote/unquote from my msn nickname
Ok it's been 2 days since I blogged.
And I know I'll be blogging tonight abt tdy. So here's a quick update.

Wednesday
Stoned at home in the morning first, watched some tv and began to find paper to write letters to my fellow successors. Hint: handover is on tue o,o.
Till date, I have only written 2 letters damn. And I am intending to write 6 o,o oh well.
Went back to school in the afternoon to visit RVC, after continuous and much persuasion from my mum. Really miss my favourite juniors a lot ;D
Grease was really cool! I like the choreo lots <3 esp the couples!
Just that they need to smile more damn.
Main purpose was to see their auditions - cui dong cui.
To those tenors who have put in effort: Well done!
Esp my year 3 tenors + stone :D gd job!
Went home with calvin goh and keng hwee.
Had mass chat with them till abt 11pm++
Haha there explains the stone-rock-pebble :D hope you guys are having fun nw @ choir!

Thursday
Had RVCS practice tdy. PT was super hiong, from 8am till abt 940am.
1h 40 mins of basketball was super hiong. Cos I really moved and tried to catch the balls.
Scored 4 goals for my team (woots!). A sense of achievement for me I daresay.
It was me guokai laiseng sewei VS zhiying quek siewlin merwyn zy yuchen.
After that, went for choir practice.
Finished up Joshua and ubi Caritas.
I was really dead beat then. Cannot reach the high notes darn o,o
Re-learnt tenor 1 parts for joshua. Nt easy ><
Zhiying dismissed us earlier to visit RVC.
Ahaha saw their choreo again.
Wanted to go out with rock and stone but we parted our seperate ways.
Went out with zhengyang zhiying quek siewlin peishi weikai ruth amanda sewei laiseng.
Yeps :D V fun luh.
Started to sing back our year 1 songs. Esp Les Mise. which I miss a lot.
Went home early to settle some stuffs o,o darn.
There are still many changes, so quite hard to settle.
Finished the accoutnts for 2007 and first half 2008 [:
Thanks mingshin for your help!
Chatted with stone till abt 1145pm, cos he has choir tdy. Boo haha.
Mingshin stunned me at 1230. Telling me abt choir treasury stuffs
And some other stuffs.
Played with ying game, but she kept hanging boo o,o

Ok going out with 6/1 later.
6/1 is my chinese class btw [:
Go talk to siewlin nw.
Byes! :D

JPS #3 :D

2008-06-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Today was the third session of CIP.
With an all-time low attendance: Only me and cas went.
And we actually left early as well - 11am LOL.
Met with cas at bukit batok, then we went of to JPS.
Saw ms lee cy on the bus haha :D miss her and the 1st 1I class outing! ;D
She said she walked back from JE (7-11) to her house behind JPS.
Worst still, she said it only took 30 minutes o,o LOL.

Haha reached JPS. Nobody there. Shifted location.
Did warmups...was horrendous.
Obviously the p4 and 5 girls were trying to fool me o,o
Jerrald attempted to disturb my warmups.
He kept saying he wanted to sing a song.
So fine...cassandra let him.
He wasted 15 mins of my warmups time...
But it was worth it. He sang luo ye gui gen by lee hom v well!
OMG so cute.
I watched la femme and saw him acting just now haha so funny.
And he kept pulling me,
saying he want to spam me on msn. Apparently he din copy my msn down o,o LOL.

Went back with cas to school...
manage to settle some stuffs. heck abt the name being written down >;/
Went home, finished my el research paper [: need to type it out now.
Shall do it after this post.
Talked to the choir chloe(p5) for a short while.
Haha JPS jnrs rock :D
gd luck to those trying for rv by dsa!
Hopefully cas sent you guys the consent forms alr [:

I wna go back to JPS!
Reminds me of pri sch day...6/1 outing on Fri!
Woots I want to go [: Ok see how first.
And I wna go sch tmw for RVC audis. Again, see how first.
Damn I need to finsih my library book too >;/ argh random.

Some photos which I promised:

Something I did when I was bored. Somehow it aroused the interest of all sec 4s...

Do you see my poem? And damn merwyn, wad did you write abt me o,o LOL.

So cas guessed it was the female XXX. So i told her she could get 1/2 a zy kiss.
Apparently zy is vague o,o ok fine.
Minghsin was laughing. wdv.

thanks for the concern anw. but you turn me off.

Basketball, CIP & more basketball! [:

2008-06-16T21:24:00.001+08:00

Basketball.
Quite hooked on to basketball and volleyball this holidays, with special mention and thanks to my RVCS mates [:
Every thu, our PT is basketball, and when we go for cip tdy, we also play :D
So we reached early tdy, at abt 8+am.
Nobody was there wahaha [:
Went off to play bball. Sweated like shit. Paired with yuchen cas char and sl. yeps.
:D CIP was boring tdy!
Attached to alto today. Was quite funny sia [:
We sang les mis! woots bring backs lots of fond memories [:
I love the finale and the on my own or something.
LOL.
I was bored, so I started to doodle some stuffs.
With everyone's crapp input inside LMAO.
Shall upload this crapp soon.
And JPS apparently won some award for the greenest toilet.
or some lucky toilet thing o,o

Makaned at JE with all yr 4 members who went - cas, char, quek, sl, zy, ms, merwyn and yc. Yeps it was quite funny. Esp the eating of icekachang o,o LOL.
Went back to toh guan to play basketabll.
To think i stayed there 4 years ago.
I din knw there was a basketball court.
Felt rly lousy abt my playing, I srsly suck at basketball.
Must rly buck up! Jiayou.
Played with some group of ppl, lost 13-21. ]:
It was a good game played, with lots of injuries.
Felt sooper pek cek after everything.
I knw some people are pissed, all I can promise is I will improve!
I don't want to let you guys down ]:

Off to CIP tmw, and nobody seems to be going! ]:
Going to sch halfway after that to settle some stuffs. Quite impt.
Hopefully all is well.

My el research paper is still left undone ]:
& so is hong long meng.

I'm rly sry, I did try my best tdy! I srsly suck I know cos I din put in enough effort, like what you say. All I can say is I will try my best to improve. i rly dun wan to dissapoint you guys, pull you guys down. It's all my fault, its rly all my fault.
I think I suck big time.
I need to confide to someone. But who?

woots! ;D

2008-06-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 14th bdae to my sis, belinda & happy father's day!
Woots to 15 june 2008 [: cheerios!

I feel depressed D;

2008-06-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

Just returned from a bbq with neighbour [:
It was fun, I ate a lot, felt like a pig! o,o
Played indian poker and the pass the card game lol.
Also played murderer. Auntie Sue always got murdered LOL.
Then some fuking resident complained AGIAN.
Donno wads their problem, always complain >< go screw yourself damn!

I need to try my best to get out. I need to do it. Even though the going is tough, I will keep presisting. I bet I must stay on , but I'm nt gna keep trying. I really want to get out of this crapp. Is this too much I'm asking for?

Friday the 13th!

2008-06-13T22:26:00.001+08:00

Friday the 13th!
I guess it's quite self-explanatory.

I guess since I made up my mind, I shall do it all the way, ALL THE WAY! I wish you guys all the best too.

June Camp '08 Pics

2008-06-11T20:44:00.002+08:00

First of all, sorry to qiyuan ]: you know what I mean.
Anyway, here is the long not updated choir camp photos that I had! LMAO.

Me & Calvin Goh! :D

Pose 2! Hahahaha.

Me, weiping xiong-tie and kheng hwee :D hahaha.

Merwyn, me, weiping and kheng hwee :D

Mavis, me and germ :D the 963 ppl!

Peishi, siewlin, weiping & khenghwee! OMG what is he doing to kh ._.

Quek, me & yanpeng! I requested for this to be taken <3 2i :D

Some of the year 4 choristers :D yay!

I love RVCS practices luh :D
Can't wait for the next one tmw, miss you guys! Woots!
Joshua and Ubi Caritas, here I come :D

I miss those days,

2008-06-10T22:39:00.003+08:00

Met up with some people tdy.
Only 5 people went, me vincent (after much persusasion) yanpeng ying and wee.
had hell loads of fun with you guys tdy! :D

So vincent came late. Apparently he overslept.
We threatened to call ______ if he didn't come, so he obediently came.
Everyone wore OBS tee except for ying haha ying, so much for not listening?
While waiting for vincent, the 4 bored souls decided to high on the piano first.
Then it was on to majhong! ;D my favourite.
Played for quite long until vincent came. Apparently vincent was late by 37 minutes according to wee, and vincent was ordered to do pumping LMAO.

Played what other games? Oh 99 [haha the new version taught by wee], snapjack omg guo fei li strikes back again! >< and 21 dian, bridge, daidee etc. :D Quite fun. Oh got in between, 99 and 21 dian we actually betted on $$. Small sums luh.
Like 10 to 20 cents like that. At first I was on a serious losing streak, and wee and vingu were owning. like owning. Vincent dared me to bet on a big one, $1.80. I dare not, if not I have to pay $3.60 leh o,o In the end, I got the $1.80 woots!
Being banker is good or bad, you might win or lose a lot :D haha.
Won $2.40 in the end woots ;D

Went down to the badminton court ._. apparently court 2 was booked.
Played badminton instead ~ me and wee against vincent and ying,
vincent and wee against yan peng and ying,
me and vincent against wee and ying,
me and yan peng against ying and wee.
it was sooper funny :D
Then we played the ultimate game coined by yanpeong :D
Playing captains ball with a basketball in a tennis court damn. My poor slippers gave way ]:
Went back upstairs, played bridge and started bitching about some stuffs.
Actually not bitching, gossiping bahs.
We gossip until v hiong~yay so fun! o,o
Actually its not, its the zihigh and laughter that makes everything fun!

I got a feeling my house is becoming a gambling den.
first half of diamond, next 2i 06.
Maybe on thu, it will be rvcs! who knows man :D

To all my 2I PEEPS:
A shoutout to you guys! I love you aall :D
I have never laughed and felt so high before,
not until 2 years ago...
I guess it said a lot about me now

It's rainign outside damn D:
Many things to accomplish tmw.
Jiayou!

Quiz! -sinyee

2008-06-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

Tagged by sinyee!

Instructions: Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question to make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.

1. What is your favourite person to chat on msn?
I don't know. I think it's ying, mingshin, merwyn...and maybe, maybe my irritatingsis.

2. Who is the person you do not trust the most?
I'm afraid, it's myself.

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Well...I guess I do and I don't. chants mr wee's answer it depends.

4. Who is the person that you confide in?
Ying, DIAMOND! :D, Yansheng, yuchen, merwyn, sizheng. So many right =x heck.

5. Are you satisfied with yourself?
I like my life, its rich and fufilling. Its even better if I managed to _______.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My friends, and tenors i do love tenors, i will miss them ]:

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
#1. wads eternity?
#2. wads love?
so,wad's eternity love? =x

8. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
HAHA. What if I said I haven't entered a relationship yet? I'm serious.

9. What do you like about yourself?
My weird sense of humour, and my time management skills. And I love diamond and rvc yr 4s :D

10. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Huh? WTH!? -.-

11. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
It depends. Why?

12. What do you dislike the most?
Insects._. and hypocrites.

13. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Everyone close to me, and that I know.

14. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
Someone whom they can confide in. Do let me know if I fit in yea ><

15. Do you love your friends?
So much for world peace, apparently I don't. I practise double-standards.

16. Which date you like the most?
My birthday? Haha.

17.If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Shall give a different answer from yesterday. I want to resolve all the animosities I have with some people.

18. If you could travel in time and return to a phase of your life, which phase would it be and why?
Primary school times, I suppose. I miss 6A '04 man [: Can't wait for our outing next week!

19. If it's gna be the end of the world in 24 hours, what would you do?
Wait. there's a time machine right?

20. What do you want to do right now?
Erm, i don't know. Continue my msn game with ying? Or talk to mingshin ._.

You are tagged!
1. Yingying
2. Charlene
3. Jeanette
4. Merwyn
5. Cassandra
6. Cherie
7. Wei Ping
8. Yan Peng

[; do it yea, but I won't force you!

SJWP is over! [:

2008-06-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

WOOTS SJWP IS FINALLY OVER~! ;D
Cheers, pops beer, bangs, smiles, cheers, jumps up and down!
Finally, after so many months, it is finally over.
Remembered the prepration process...
it was really tiring.
I rembered getting urinary tract infection cos of this project.
And spend over 200 bucks on a urologist damn ><
But anyway it's over :D
Thanks shixian and weilin for the work!

So tdy, met with shixian and took 61 to ngee ann.
We were early damn ._.
mr wong ate with us lunch. lunch was some spaghetti and chicken.
Spaghetti sucks but chicken rocks.
went to their LT, me and shixian were playing bingo, reading hong long meng, sending music, gossiping and totally ignoring the presentations. They were really v boring and un-entertaingin damn.
left halfway, me and shixian went to eat moo ice-cream and toured the campus. We felt bad leaving mr wong behind ._. as usual.
To think I talked to him for 1.5 hrs on saturday damn ._.
he's too politically correct, very not my liking for a teacher yea.

Left ngee annpoly at 330, and I culd have won an ipod if I guessed NUS high instead of RI damn >< nv mind.
So glad it's over!
Cannot wait for tmw! [: Majhong!

two weeks of holiday left ._.

I guess this is my holiday! ._.

2008-06-09T09:49:00.001+08:00

Your Holiday Stress Level is Moderate

The holidays sometimes stress you out, but mostly because they wear you down.

Take it easy! You can have a fun holiday without running yourself ragged.

What's Your Holiday Stress Level?

I guess this says everything!
Off to ngee ann poly for SJWP in half an hour time.
Going there to slack I suppose.
Blog later tonight [:

I'M BACK IN ACTION :D

2008-06-07T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hey I'm back in action and moved back to blogger! :D
But still have lots of problems with blogger boo. =x
Blog soon!