Tuesday, September 2, 2008/ 9:51 PM Headache!
Today is the only day that I have to myself for the entire holidays. How sad my life is. But I really treasure today. I did quite some revision today, but I had a headache today. Was at the gym working out when suddenly I thought abt ____. And then my head when blank and I felt really confused.
Went home to take a nap, to find out that my head got even worse. feel so much better after eating some medicine. Seriously, when no one's around, you go haywires I suppose.
Ying coming tmw! Quite happy to have a companion with me to study. She's coming in the morning, and then I need to go west mall in the afternn .__. Last day of holidays for me, so I had better treasure it well.
Seriously, I do not know why I keep on swaying myself to become so negative. Like what ying say, I keep find it hard to zihigh. And I don't feel accomplished in whatever I do.
I try to numb the pain, but now it's not only a pain in me. It's affecting me physically as well. It's really enough. I can't bring myself to forgive you. And trust me, I never will.
You don't try to read these small letters. DAMN YOU.
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