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Friday, August 7, 2009/ 4:22 PM Long weekend! Back to blogging to kill boredom when doing homework (or attempting to). Feeling really bored recently with almost everything. Seems like staying at home seems to be the place where I derive satisfaction &happiness (: ... I'm suddenly at a loss of what to write. I wish'd you stay...knowing and working with you was really a pleasure. No matter how much convincing I wish to do, I understand if you wish to leave. Although I sincerely hope you can continue on, with the promise that the three of us made last year. Well, since it's really your future in question, I have no right to interfere with it and I guess I can only wish you all the best. &&I'm really tired of pretending already, it really makes me really worn out, tired &exhausted. I hope you understand that I'm really not desperate per se to get to know you. Why does talking even seem so difficult. I seem to be struggling instead of enjoying this friendship. They tell me to stay away from you, but yet I choose to believe that you are good. I know what I am doing, I hope. Can't wait for fhps gathering on mon! |
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